the lies behind my writing...

It is that I dont have that much of ideas because I havent read much and my interest are pretty much wasted..
Ever since I have started my chambering period.....I have learn some responsibility that I have forgotten to take while im in the University but Im glad I have finished it...I dont know what I will be if I dont....
Ever since then...I have pretty much working on some ideas and started to brainstorm things... try to analyze things on the different views as I have realised that every views matters....no matter how ugly that idea was..it stilll an idea...
Im trying to keep memorising things on my mind but it still sweeps away like the ocean breeze...where did it all gone?

So now....Im trying to recall back last week recipe...this is called ikan merah berlada

Ingredients
Ginger
Garlic
Corn flour
Red fish
Black Pepper

How?
Just get your ginger...get about 3 cubes(i cut it into cubes...)....mashed it up with garlic(half)..and blackpepper....put some into the boiling water and set some aside
Get your red fish...pamper it with corn flour....and all of the mashed thing ...massage your red fish with those things...
Then...put it into the boiling water....put a pinch of salt....a pinch of ajinomoto....wait for it to be cook and serve

For the rice....cook it in your rice cooker...hehe...

thats as far as i can remember....life meant to be learn....any right or wrong please correct me...:)

I may not....

This is inspired from the talk that i have heard this morning from foreigner Ustaz Yahya....I may not.......

1.  have the best feature but i still have my eyes to see,my mouth to eat, talk, sing, my ears to listen....my leg   to walk and dance.....my hand to give my salam....
2. have a lot of money...but I still gain ideas to make some....some to give thanks to those shared together their happiness...
3. be the best of the bread...but i still have time to collect the ingredient to make some....
4. be the animals.....the cats that always lazying around...sometimes i have got jealous of them....but Im still thanking Allah s.w.t...because he has given the brain to figure out things that the animals cannot do
5. listen very welll....but when i do....i do it as my heart want to do it as well.....
6. have that ikhlas things that people talks about....but I have heard some that said ikhlas only comes from Allah s.w.t...

The points of view that Ustaz Yahya shared some this morning is about the things that Allah s.w.t might want to test his creations.....He will not put burden upon those that cannot handle....in which...Ustaz emphasized that the meaning of this is Allah s.w.t already given us signs to figure out at first and after that He will test you whether you are aware of those surrounded you...you may not like it at first but at the end of the day you will know....because everything happens for a reason...insyaallah.....:)

bar counsel letter came today....

the letter came today after i had conversation about it with my friend yesterday........just like every morning worrying about what to do in this and that situation...when i should be..

1. reading new procedure and always update on legal field
2. banned myself from facebook...in which im going to start tomorrow
3. stop fooling around
4. be conscious
5. start smiling to my surroundings.....@_@

yeahhh....if i feel like it....just face the fact sakina....you need to get yourself idea for you to be able to give feedback to the worldddd...............................im trying robot!!!!!!!but i have been hit by the sledgehammer...it seems like nothing going my way these few weeks......hurrmmm...

*newsflash*

I m going to try to make red velvet cake today.....:).,..smiley wakey....i need to wake myself up

Chambering experience 4 a month

Im experiencing some difficulty...

1. I cant recall what i have studied back through my university years in my practikal..(did i spell that right?)....Im sorry for lecturers that have thought me a lot through years...I havent really got a chance to make it practical yet....
2. Since chambering is for me to continue learning and got the advice from the seniors to just relax and learn....Thats what I do(although i have faced some though time to relax since there is another chambee beside me in the same firm in which she is really active and sometime i feel like she is watching me when im relaxing....isnt that painful....huhu)
3. Every morning i have knocked on my master door to seek for any work...since it is my first month... he told me to just relax and going through the files.....

so basically my whole first month is about learning to handle the files.....it is though to be opening and closing the file as it is your responsibility to make it confidential to protect your professionalism... Im still on the urge of wondering ...what am i doing here?

Agree/disagree?can we just put it aside...

we only have one life anyway....why are we so eager to win?instead of thinking about winning...how about straigthened our thinking into something different for a change....after all...life is not about winning?

1. Life? do we really take this thing seriously?how about the environment?the animals?are they going to be there as long as we want them to be there?the trees??the rubbish that we ve thrown everywhere without recycling.....the smoke that we let out from the factory...the car...the public transport...there are so many wastage....
2. Religion?this is depending on your belief.....
3. Mind?the rate of people got psycho is high because .....they think too much that caused problem and at the end of the day they have also gone totally cuckoo...
4. Dignity?everyone has it.....it doesnt matter really if people question you...but the question is are you willing to protect your own dignity in preserving your principle of life?
5. Property?why do we need more..when we can have it just for the shelter?

this is just my idea of thinking.....we can be creative in many ways....lets just dont be obsessive compulsive disorder.....this is the dangerous part of life where you cannot think straight but just do stuff without thinking..

my advice is pray more...do more....sleep more....do everything accordingly...if we cannot please people...  we just have to be pleased with ourselves for trying...again...nobody have the same thinking except for those that have walked in many miles with everyone's shoes....

the reality can be scary at times...

Well said.....it is true...
Some people doesn't realize their potential at first but they will at the end of the day....that if that person is willing to try things in different perspectives...

1. For the person that always have people accompany them will not grow by themselves if he/she keeps depending on those that accompany them..This is what I have seen in many, including myself. Human being has been created to be independent from things....we have been given life from Allah s.w.t to think on our feet...to balance between the good and evil.....that is why we have fard ain....responsibility upon yourself.....
2. Too much movies influence perhaps?Many movies shown that we are only happy if we are together at               the end of the day....this is true.....for some.....firstly, we have fard kifayah...which is collective responsibility.....if no one doing it then it will turn into fard ain....individual responsibility....again..we have to be independent...
3. Criticism of its not cool to be alone?...what is cool actually?Someone is only cool when they can take care of themselves...that is the first rule of coolness...(my thought anyway)
4. Boss always right?why?because they have your salary.....hehe....after I have learnt from one of my bosses from my part time.....they will not always be right...there will be circumstances when they are so wrong....for example......i still didnt get paid from my last job....what it gets me annoyed is because he is always told me to do things correctly...if i dont...then i dont get paid...from then on...i ve got pissed off ...because i have wasted my dad money for the gas....thinking i could repay him when i have got my salary.....
5. Idol?They have already seen their potential when they have worked hard through tears.... thats right ladies and gentleman.....every heroes have their tears shed....you may see their teeth shining through papers...what you didnt know is how the heck have they got themselves what they want?

Food for the thought?

Always be greatful for whatever you have today...because you may not have another chance tomorrow morning....

people may come and go.....but with your ego so high and mighty...thinking they will always be there will not get you anywhere....everyone will be buried anyway at the end of the day

Sources?

QURAN,HADITH, N life itself....:)...

I Dont Know Why...

I Don't Know Why....Im still wondering...Why dont I act?just think....but when I do I dont Think... thats a problem too....@_@
1)Dilema in what kind of job im entitled to....
2)May have problems in my communication skill....but yet....can communicate sometime....
3)Cant trust people...so I have trust issue.....
4)Coffee problems......
5)Eating problems......hehehe

Maybe joking a lot without thinking could be a problem too...I may have to start being serious....
Just look at the age of 60-25=35 years in coming.....I think I have to start hunting for things now...

Personal Growth Group....

Today...I woke up late again....feel sorry for myself as I could do a lot of things.... but that doesn't stop me from doing what I do best every single day....

1)Watch out for the cats..to see whether they have enough food to survive...cleaned up their toilets....
2)Hanging the clothes to dry.....look at the plants...
3)Cleaning the things that needs to be clean

Then....Mummy told me to cook something....I was lazy at first...I refused....after a long thought... I have manage to get up and asked mum......"so....where do we start?"...huhu

Here is the recipe on todays cooking

Ingredients:
dry chillies-soaked
1/2 onion
Garlic
oil
Prawns
Mee
Vegetables-preferable greens
Tauhu

Firstly, put dry chillies,1/2 onion and garlic into the blender with water......blend them
Secondly, put the oil in the pan on the cooker......wait till you feel the heat with your palm
Thirdly,put the things that you have blend into the pan.... wait for a while until the smell comes up... then put prawns, tauhu and mee......Mixed them for a while then put in vegetables......

Tada.......

heeeee

Dizzy Morning.....

I woke up today.....feeling dizzy as ever..
1) Nescafe has not been worn off yet
2) Many things has not been accomplished yet
3) My room is still in a mess
4) I haven't showered yet...
5) My cats pooed all over the place....
6) One good news is that my mum pokok sirih has bloomed back......:)

How is your day?care to share??....

Many Days so far......

1.  I guess I have been relaxing and I never knew that I could do things that I thought I couldn't do before....I feel blessed because I have graduated ...Its not just that....My parent and family still around... to see that I  have grown.....even though I'm still in the process of learning...
2. My interest in something ...Does it ever develop?of course....especially music...maybe yesterday I'm so uptight with Michael Jackson and Britney Spears...but today...I have spread my wings to handle new music from Korea...like Big Bang and Hyori......these two....have been inspirational to me
3. My idol?Maybe some might say idol is what we associate with something else....but that is not what idol really means.....idol is when we look up to someone ...not belief in that idol to do something for you...it just something that gives inspiration to us.....sometime its a sign from Allah s.w.t?? we will never know the story behind the curtain until we are there...in padang masyar...SO QUIT BUGGING ON SOMEONE ELSE'S DREAM BY PUTTING YOUR NOSE ON IT....hoho...so for this answer...still Tun Dr.M.....this doesnt mean that im going to be a guy and loved woman... lets look at this way....ACT LIKE A LADY THINK LIKE A MAN?....hihihihi
4. I don't like to change someone's belief just because my belief is different than them....this is due to the fact that EVEN THOUGH WE ARE ALL THE SAME .....WE HAVE DIFFERENT KIND OF THINKINGS.....every process take little by little
5. This is not my last sentences.....I think International Law is not right because it has not been practice.. so ...what say you.....try to put law in good hands...I mean ...whats the purpose of law if You keep breaking them....if one person thinks that he could break law as he like and the others follow... when do you think people will respect the laws?

Reflection...

So i guess there are many mistakes in my past that i have regretted it that i know i can make a difference by changing my attitude towards it.

1. Introduction of myself...I have to make it clear
2.Remind the others that you are not perfect...but you will try
3. Try to be humble.....

THE MOST IMPORTANT PART IS STOP LAZYING AROUND AND DISCIPLINE YOURSELF....now its not about working towards your goal... but with the attitude like that ...nobody wants to hire you...except You listen and make people hear your opinion...because it is your right as well as theirs..